Lately I have been feeling really anxious.....confused....scared. All that is going on in the world, and our country specifically, and to top it all off, this presidential season is really frustrating me. I literally was getting caught up in "the world"
I realized that I don't know who I want as president, I don't know what to think or who to vote for. I want to do the right thing, but what if there is no right thing.
One night as I was saying a prayer in my head, I asked "please help us make the right choice, and please help us know WHO TO FOLLOW"
As soon as I thought these last words, the answer came to me clear as day. 3 words. "Follow the Prophet"
At that moment, it became so clear to me; both to my mind and my heart. There is one man that will never lead us astray, will never bring us harm, that has our best interest and desires in his heart. Our dear, sweet prophet. He is my beacon. The world has so much junk going on. I can see it literally going away from truth. And it was scaring me. Until now. I know who to follow. If the world turns on me and my beliefs, laughs at me, or hurts me because of them, I still know who to follow.
The next day as I was in the kitchen, I looked up and saw our prophets picture with the words "We thank thee O God for a prophet" As I saw his face, I started crying. I felt so safe. It was an amazing feeling. To feel safe at such a scary time. I felt so much love for President Monson.....A testimony to me about what I heard in my mind the night before.
I am so blessed to have someone to follow. What would I do without this leader? I would still be anxious, confused and scared. Like most people in the world. I thank my Heavenly Father for our prophet.